so yesterday was like the worst day. i have this raging cold right? i mean, really bad. so i go to school & teach & go to class. come home & GUESS WHO IS NOT IN THE HOUSE!
kitty!!!
she has been sick & throwing up & blood in the poop so i was going to take her to the vet at 5pm. but she was not there. i compltely freaked out, like big time. i was convinced she was hiding, dead, somewhere in the apt. i couldn't find her. then i remembered they showed my apt in the morning. so now i was convinced she had gotten outside where it had been raining all day.
i started having a panic attack & then an allergy attack took over & my eyes almost swelled shut.
i called my mother from the alley in the rain, like, in full on panic mode.
i go back inside & who is sitting in the kitchen looking all innocent?KITTY!!!!
oh my GOD. so she went to the vet & got medicine & all is fine.
ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh my God.
then i had a phone interview at 7am. so of course i wake up at 5am unable to sleep. so kitty & i dined on breadsticks & nacho sauce & coffee for breakfast which watching dogma.
nothing like pre-J-lo Ben Afflack & Jay & silent bob to start the day!

ok so all of my new boys are all not calling me anymore.

is it my charm? my extreme energy? my laziness to all things school?

perhaps.

but i still have cecil in indy. yes. good old cecil.

PARTY MAY 27! Don't forget!

Invitations are in the mail soon!

Tis FREAKIN LOVELY outside.

So i have a date tomorrow with Mauricio. He is a hottie. And knows how to use the phone.

But i am still slightly partial to Chris. Not Dr. Chris (who i will tell you about in second). Chris is the guy i went out with like 2 weeks ago & that was a blast. Dr. Chris is a doctor who took me out & he is pretty nice but i still wanted to run away. I did not follow my instincts.

This weekend. I am blowing off the mounds of shit to do. I am going shopping with my no money. I have been applying like mad to jobs only in Florida. My dream will not die! I am putting my crap in storage here, and then going home for the almightiness that is Gina's wedding.

Speaking of! I have a project now! Send out party invitations for her bridal party. Sweet!

Anyone know of a good way to get a stripper in Fargo? Because it is a must.

H, this post is for you...


give me a cold one straight thru the veins Current mood: pissed off

God i need a life. instead of working on this lab i decided to check out anything on the internet. i'm starting to hate (yes i used hate) my lab partners. not them as people, but just as lab partners. it is getting to the point of alerting the instructor. yes, them's fightin words! the rats are still alive. then i had to go play with the fucking flies. they are not as cute nor fun might i add. but dirty. definitely dirty.
i neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed a life!
i just turned down a guy cuz he still lives with his parents. apparantly that is the only kind of boy i can attract. the unmotivated lazy leech of a motherfucker who wants gretchen to do everything & wipe his ass while she's at it!!!!!!!!
that's about it. tonight is a fun festival including organic chemistry, some vodka, and some petting of the kitty.
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st. shit hole

so for a minute i almost wasn't here.... i zoned out pretty good & forgot i was even in indiana. thanks, geritol. ok i mean myspace.
so i got up at 7:30 so i could get ready & call this lab dude only i called & he wasn't there. thank God. calling people that early should be illegal, especially when you've never met them & they are far away & dear God that's why they invented email.
only 2 weeks til jacksonville. only 2 1/2 months til i leave this god forsaken cold barren land. but by then it won't be cold. i had something exciting to say but it's gone now. so fuckin sad.
so kendra wants us to move to st. cloud. heidi wants to be my roommate in fargo. so many decisions. st. cloud is a winner because then i won't be in the same town as my ex boyfriend so then i don't have to hang out with him. is that mean? UGHGHDGLKSHG GET AWAY FROM ME! distance is so lovely. but other than that, st. cloud is dump and i don't want to live there, cuz yuck. look at my picture & the look on my face. yeah that's what i think about st. cloud. except mike lives there.

*SIGH**************** i dated mike's retarded friend and fell for mike... the summer of 02!!!! and then mike moved to st. crap. so maybe i should move there to so he can not remember me and then i'll be living in st. craphole & wish i hadn't moved there. yes! time to extract androgens from rat testes! have a pleasant day!

ok so what do I do with the cat while i'm florida?? I have NO $ (ie, can't even fund the trip) so expensive cat sitting ($18/day) is just soooo over the top, but i refuse to subject my baby to a kennel. she'd go mad.

and how do i get to florida any freaking way?? I am in pikeville, ky til that sunday. so do i drive down there? or fly? i found a really cheap flight from louisville - jacksonville for like $153 (sweet!) but it would seem SOOO pointless to drive 200 miles out of my way to fly down. but it would make the trip back soooo much better.

jessica, if you read this, are you going to be in town the thurs/fri of march 16ish? i might be swinging thru............. off to class!

So tonight's excitement includes going to the ky trip meeting at starbuck's at 6:30 and meeting with megan the chick who hates me because i never go to the meetings. then i will study organich chemistry. my biology test sucked today and that's all i'm gonna say about that.

cats are crrrazy! no one warned me. ella the princess warrior woke me up about every 2 hours last in between midnight and 6:30am to freakin play. not only can i no longer breathe due to allergies, i can't sleep. you are forever warned.

(me in the bed. can you find me???)

so i was at a coffee place last night pointlessly studying for that biology test (see above) when this hot guy came in. why do certain boys that i find attractive always look at you, and maybe smile, and you think, do they want to talk or what? so i never do anything because i am SOOO sick & tired of making the first move. and so then nothing happens & i leave. if the U.S. population decreases (which of course it won't), it is certainly not my fault.

I predict that the oil storage will run out in the next few generations. suckas. maybe this will be when that big world war will be when hitler the antichrist comes & jesus comes & tells us we're all doomed. i could see it happening. all over oil. i mean, holy shit, i gotta drive my big ass hummer around campus, getting about .4 mph, and use up all the oil. ok this rant has no point.

So i am supposed to be studying but must share that i got a kitty! Yes a kitty, that is gray and cute and furry. and she's litter trained. Admist the horrendous allergies and swollen eyes (my eyes look like piggy eyes, sccarry), i enjoy my cat. that is all for today.